- moody night -

my mood now is just as the weather

the sky is crying and so am I

actually I'm so stressed recently

stressed because of what?

- my body weight & size

- studies

- future

6th day having one meal each day

keep thinking ways to decrease my weight

I hate my big butt & thigh!

finally can't stand it today

I cried!!!!

but I'm alright after that

this week is going to end 

which means the plan "one meal each day" is going to end too

will be having normal diet starting monday

if not I'll go crazy for sure

but I have confidence in myself that all my hard works will help

this will be my target although I know I won't have the same effect as hers

I'll be satisfied as long as my body shape looks average

FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT