SHIT MOOD!

sorry for being rude but I just can't bear with that anymore

I need to express everything here or else I'll go crazy for sure

granny & auntie stayed at my place since Sunday night

and this started my panic life..

as you guys know, it's hard to communicate with old folks sometimes

I'm facing the same problem as well for these few days

not complaining my granny purposely but just to tell u guys about my feeling

I didn't actually like my granny much since I was still a child

I still respect her if she isn't too over in her acts

not having any choices, I've to do so as I don't wish her to say bad words about my mummy

my granny enjoys talking bad words behind others!

she even talked bad bout her own daughter in front of others which is actually unreal!

she loves only her 2nd & 3rd daughter but treats her 1st daughter like nobody

I just can't figure out what she is thinking in her mind

I knew that she did talk something bad about my mummy too

BUT I can tell u guys that, my mummy respects her a lot!

she treats granny like how she treats her own mother

but granny doesn't seem appreciating at all

I simply hate such kind of people much

and now is my auntie's turn, u know what she did?

I got fed up with her just now!

she said she didn't know the way to operate a DVD player!

WTH is that??????? She knows to use complicated programmes in computer,

but not knowing the way to operate a DVD player?!

she must be kidding!

guys, please tell me that she is just kidding with me >.<

I was busy-ing with my stuffs when the incident happened

mummy & bro were on-calling with daddy so NO CHOICE AGAIN

I'm the only one to help, I know it's just a simple task

I'm willing to help if she asks me to since she is my elders

but the reason was really too RIDICULOUS!

not going to write more since they won't change their attitude

so I'll just stop here & decide to keep quite

mummy gets so stressed whenever granny & 3rd auntie stay at our place

they will leave on Thurs & I just hope the time passes faster  :(

New Hair New Mood ♥

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I had my hair cut this afternoon and this is my new hairstyle

kinda short, right? It's even shorter than the first time I cut my hair short last year

another try on short hairstyle & I love it really much!

thanks a lot to Allan for giving my "grass" a new life

just can't find a proper word to describe my mood now

but don't worry, it's positive

I'm having super good mood after the hair cut

Short Hair, love love :)

Hi, Oct :)

It's the 10th day of Oct & I'm here to say hello to my friends

sorry for abandoning my bloggie for quite a long time

there's no time for me to online too often as before

I've been busy hanging out everyday since I came back from KL

but no worries, I always remember to rest myself well

I'm fully-charged after hiding at home for 3 days

(felt guilty for telling lies to some friends & rejecting your dates)

I'm not robot, so I need some rest!

I'm available for dates after today :)

but please allow me to OFF for at least a day in a week

I should be enjoying myself, not torturing myself during my long holidays, right?

by the way, I would like to keep some friends updates with my latest status in Sibu :)

weight : keep gaining more & more

height : remaining the same

mood : keep changing but mostly I'm in happy mood

relationship : still single but always surrounding by the "flies" as usual

thinking : 30% mature 70% childish, prefer to think & act like little kid :p

just call or SMS me if anyone of you want to keep in touch with me

don't get angry if I reply late, I promise I'll try to reply in shortest time

that's all for the post tonight

stay tune for more new posts :)

S O R R Y , T H A N K S

just can't find any suitable word to describe my mood now  : (

I got so emotional recently, not a good sign!

perhaps it was caused by my menstrual cycle,

suffering from great pain at my stomach these few days

this is the introduction for the story which I wanted to tell next

so now, let's move the scene to Shinky's house

everyone was busy enjoying themselves with the game

I was one of them until I realized I got a little bit blur after consuming the alcoholic drinks

as I did promised that I wouldn't make myself drunk,

I stopped playing games & just had my rest aside

"people seemed to think negative easily when they were alone"

I strongly agreed with this statement since I was the same

started to cry when I thought about what I had done recently

my life was in a mess, it was also the same for my thinking!

I didn't know what & why I did all those thing

I knew that I was wrong but I just didn't wish to correct my mistakes

HOW TERRIBLE AM I!!!!

sorry to Berg for keep pestering u, but thank you too

for spending your time listening to me & giving advice to me

appreciated your words much!

give me some time, I'll try to change myself

but not much changes will be made as I think I'm already 80% perfect :p

wifey, thanks for your love & care

don't worry about me, I'm a strong girl

I won't let others to hurt me so easily

don't forget that I always love myself the most :)

I promise that I will think twice before I act, I won't hurt others as well

I know that I'm childish & stubborn sometimes
I know that I'm naughty too but just forgive me please
little girl is brainless quite often >.<
For those who are always loving me for who I am,

please allow me to thank all of you for your support

I might not be so perfect if compared with the others,

but I'm always perfect to be myself!

I LOVE MYSELF

&

I LOVE U GUYS TOO!

RESULT

20/09 - The day I got my result!

it was really a long day for me while waiting for the result

as for the previous semesters, the result will normally reveal at 10am

yet, I waited until almost 3pm this semester

truly an torturing experience for me >.<

but the moment after I checked my result,

I WAS IN SUPER HIGH MOOD!!!!

I passed all my 5 papers, which meant that I'm officially GRADUATED :)

GREAT NEWS, wasn't it?

so congratulation to all my classmates & those who got good results

for those unlucky group, try to be more hardworking next time,

I know u all can do it! Keep it on, guys!

^^

Day 1 of Trip with H4 (26/08/11)

just finished the 1st post for today & it's time to update about my trip

so contented now after feeding myself with a plate of black pepper fried rice

I think I'm able to update for the 1st day of the trip :)

Day 1 :

finished my last paper on this day

OT5 started our journey to Malacca straight after that

but of course we wouldn't forget to cure our stomach before that

went for "yong tau fu" at Ampang for our brunch

missed the taste really much as I didn't eat it for quite some time

these were the items we ordered

had a really full meal as the portion was quite much

seriously loved the feeling to dine with them even it was a simple one

it gave me the feel of a family, just as if I was dining with my siblings 

felt so sleepy during the journey as I was really tired

didn't sleep well the previous night because of the exam

it started to rain so heavily on the halfway

still managed to snap a photo of the raining view before I fell asleep

we finally reached at Malacca 2 hours++ later

headed to the hotel to unload our luggage before starting our activities

1st station - Coconut Milk Shake

went for this to refresh ourselves after the tiring journey, especially my beloved wifey

the milk shake gave nice smell & I would say it is one of my favourite drink since then

spent some time chatting there before we left

discussing about where to go for our next station & also the plans at night

yeah, here we came! - the river cruise a.k.a. Big Longkang Cruise

the strong wind made my hair so messy but I still looked great :p

took a lot of photos of the buildings along the river while on the cruise

loved the scenery at Malacca really much

how nice it would be if I could find something similar at Sarawak >.<

SATAY CELUP

is a must to try if u ever travel to Malacca

lots of ingredients to be chosen as preferred

don't u feel that it is quite similar with steamboat?

personally like this much as I think it s the best activity for gathering

try to imagine:

a group of besties sitting together, chit chatting while enjoying the food

sounds great, right?

just straight after we finished our satay celup

we continued to try on the food again

the chicken wings there tasted so different!

could really feel the taste of barbeque,

unlike the normal chicken wings I normally had

we did try on the fried oyster too,

it tasted slightly different from the one I tried in KL

how to say?

maybe it was because of the sauce

not really know how to describe in words

 rushed back to the hotel to take our bath next

yup, we RUSHED!

time always flied like rocket when we were enjoying

 I didn't even make up properly >.<

just went out with a simple base & coloured eyebrow with lens

everything could be so simple when running out of time

sent dai lou back to his uncle's house to bathe himself after we had done

got to know his cousie & she joined our activities after that

to make everything convenient, she fetched us

1 car was more than enough actually

we went to the Jonker Walk, a place similar to the Petaling Street in KL

bought some accesorries to match my cloth 

and of course I did buy the hats

love Malacca so much for the cheap hats

we then went to Pure Bar for relaxing

the live band there was simple awesome

enjoyed a lot since that was the 1st night life with  OT5

hmmm, went to have some dim sum after that

all of them tasted nice, especially the sticky rice chicken

really enjoyed the food much!

a big big "thank u" to dai lou's cousie for treating us the meal

& also fetching us back to our hotel :)

A day with the couple :)

went to Neway, Times Square to sing-K with the couple ( Boon & Jojo ) yesterday

since it was still holiday, there were crowds everywhere

headed to Sushi King for our lunch & found out that it was full-housed

but we were lucky to be seated at the last table during the time we reached

just few dishes were ordered as we wished to finish the meal fast

rushed over to Neway after we settled our stomach

yet we were sad to be informed that we could only get a room at 3pm

no choice but to walk around, and the little funny thing about here was that -->

we went down from the 5th floor to the 4th & 3th just to find an empty toilet for jojo

the toilets were so crowded as well due to the holiday!

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finally it was 3pm and there we went again

as there were more customers, we were allowed to sing for only 3 hours

titbits charges applied too >.<

but who cared since we did enjoy ourselves

boon sang quite a lot of songs!

mostly cantonese songs & 陈小春's songs

not bad, he should sing more :)

it was really a nice experience with them

can't wait to sing with the couple again!

01/09/11

should be updating my bloggie about my trip yesterday

but ended up going for photoshooting with sam & sk

the experience this time was really a funny one

they are both friendly & nice photographers :)

learnt a lot from them about the skills of posing

sk, I'll try to walk by not bending my back starting today :p

went to DOME for some refreshing before going home separately

the banana smoothies I ordered was awesome!

love the taste really much, felt like I'm drinking fiber

started to busy with my friend signs after I was home

lacking of creative idea >.<

still owed quite a lot of friend sign

sorry to some if I couldn't make it before FFS being closed down

spend some time & take a look at this album if u dunno what is friend signs

--> all about my FFS ♥

did take a short nap before going out for dinner with boon & jojo

we had steamboat at "HOMETOWN" & the dinner really made us full!

ordered the steamboat for only a portion but adding many side dishes

wondering when can we enjoy our meal together again after this month  : (

anyway, I know we will meet again someday later

what I need to do is just appreciate every moment I spend with them

will be going to sing-k at Neway,TS with the couple later :)

so, it's time to get prepared

want to know more about my trip?

haha, I try to update my bloggie with 4 posts tomorrow

^^

O V E R

have not been here for more than a week as I just came back from my trip yesterday

my final exam had finally over & so for my 4D3Ns trip with my lovely classmates

our diploma life had ended, thanks for all the memories u guys gave to me

2 years & 3 months had passed & it's time to say goodbye to some of you

I won't be sad because I know that we will meet each other again someday

gonna update my bloggie with more new posts after I finished editing the photos taken

will share everything happened throughout my trip soon

S T A Y   T U N E  : )

the day before 4th paper

the day for revision again : )

woke up super early this morning -> 6.45am

started to watch my "one piece", 5 more to go until the latest

ended up with tears falling when I was watching it

the scenes were so touched with the love between partners

Luffy's bro, Ace, sacrificed himself in front of Luffy just to protect him

his partners tried their best to rush over to the promised venue as soon as they could

to give their care and support to Luffy,

who had suffered from great pain of losing his beloved bro

spent the whole morning with cartoon only :p

nap for almost 2 hours before I went to buy my favourite congee

wanted to start my revision after my meal

BUTTTTTTTTTTTT

got addicted to "whatsapp" after I discovered my phone could support the application

so at last, I spent only an hour on my revision as it is not difficult at all

a bit over confident in myself but that's a good sign

at least my coursemates won't have to burn their midnight oil for this paper

so GOOD LUCK to everyone having exam tomorrow : )

20-21/08/11

let's see what happened in these 2 days

for 20th morning, I had my LAW paper

woke up at 5am to do my last minute revision

my brain was blank as I got too nervous

struggled until I went in the exam hall

I was finally relieved at the moment I got the question paper

GOD treated me quite well & LAW did love me!!!!

the questions weren't that hard

I think I can pass this paper with at least a C

pray pray

bought crackers again to celebrate my happy mood

finally got some time to rest after the 3 papers

the remaining 2 papers would end in 6 days

which meant that I have plenty of time to prepare for them

started to chat on phone after I woke up from my nap

got so surprised when Vidic called me!

we chatted for almost 2 hours although that was the 1st time we chatted

how "geh bo" we are!

21/08

woke up quite early this morning

didn't feel like doing anything after I had my clothes washed

I didn't wash my cloth for more than a week!

did do some cleaning to my messy room after that

my routine today was just simple:

nap -> facial mask + hair treatment -> TV -> on call again

ya, kinda simple activities

just wanted to rest my body & mind today

will be starting with my revision for the next paper tomorrow

so it's time to go to bed now, nite guys :)

3rd paper - revision for L A W

finally manage to rest myself after the 3rd paper

3 papers within four days is really a bit over

I think many of my brain cells have been sacrificed

OMG please don't torture old woman like this!

sorry to say but bye bye my dear brain cells

don't blame me, final exam is the one that kills u guys :p

i got so stressed yesterday!

I understood everything but I just found it hard to memorize the notes

was really fucked up like hell

no mood to study at all

and look at this picture :

I bought all these to eat,

thinking that this could help me to reduce at least some stress

BUT WHO KNEW

I ended up eating those crackers & watching Stephen Chow's movie >.<

really shamed on myself as I didn't concentrate on my revision at all

everything in my mind was where to play & eat around after finish my last paper

nothing related to LAW seemed willing to come into my mind

decided to leave everything to the next morning at last

enjoyed on calling with fa & someone ------------> my Mr. Y

it's the 1st time he called me, felt really sweet ♥

chatted with him until I went to bed

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guess what happened after I had gone to bed

a friend of mine called me & scared me at the beginning of our conversation!!!!

telling me that he had been robbed =.=

gonna chop him into pieces when I go back to Sarawak in Sep

chatted until almost 1am then just we ended the call

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MY REVISION :(

End of 2nd Paper

the 2nd paper had finally ended

I think I lost quite many marks for this paper

but it's useless to talk more about it

nothing seems to be changed even I'm sad for it,

the best way is - JUST FORGET IT

I'm the kind of people who depends on LUCK

so I'll just leave everything to God no matter good luck/bad luck

sounds irresponsible but that's the real me :p

I'll never welcome stress from exam to bother me again!

again, it's my nap nap time

L A W, i'm coming to fight with u after I wake up!

+ u + u for myself : )

before ending this post,

HAPPY BLESSED TO MY CUTE MEI MEI, SHINKY

love u really much & sorry for absent from your birthday celebration

hope u enjoy yourself to the max

17/08 Part 2

just finished the 1st paper out of the 5

"hehe" for doing quite well during the exam

thanks god that all the questions were exactly the same as the tips given

I'm sure that I can get at least a B for this paper

so, no more worries about poor results

time for me to take a sweet nap 

target tonight :

- memorize all the tips given

- facial mask

- hair treatment

- sleep before 10pm

hopefully I can get all these done by tonight

G A M B A T E H

fight fight fight!

something funny to share again

it happened just after I finished my 1st paper

I was on the way walking home from the bus stop opposite

a lorry stopped at the traffic light

I saw that the driver on the right was trying to climb over to the left

 I meant the front passenger seat,
squeezing with the one sitting at the left to look at me

( I was walking with my face facing to the ground )

I guessed they wanted to have a clearer look on me

as they can only see my back at their position

and just at the moment I turned up my face,
SHITTTTTTT!!!!
both of them immediately sit back properly!!!!
I was like OMG, I scared them!!
finally I accepted the truth that
I looked really scary without make up :(

17/08 [Service Marketing]

it's 17/08 finally

the first paper of my final exam will start this noon

errrrrrr, I'm 90% prepared

if the questions come out exactly as the given tips,

I think I'm able to answer the paper well

so wish me good luck ya

I hope I can start my war with a happy beginning

will be having the second paper tomorrow morning

it seems quite rush but I think I can do it

really put in the most effort I ever have throughout my diploma life

I even decided to disappear from FB for the entire 9 days until the exam ends

that's not hard actually if I really want to do it

SO

seriously no FAIL for me please!!!!

just to share something funny here

I was so nervous yesterday & so I ate a lot!

just couldn't help to stop myself >.<

the consequence of that :

I kept running for toilet this morning!

forced to rest at home, laying on my bed like a corpse

instead of doing the last minute revision with my friends at the college library :(

anyway, it passed

I'm alright now, will start my last revision for this paper

GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY FRIENDS ♥

R A N D O M

have not been here to update my blog for quite some days

too much things to write about but I just don't know where to start

my mind is in a great mess!!!!

not really in the mood :(

cried like hell last night

I was so stressed this time

don't wish to fail any of my papers since this is my final semester

besides stress from the exam,I faced stress from losing weight as well

kept trying to stop myself from eating too much

I even starved for 41 hours until I ate something this morning

ate an extra pack of Chipsmore & crackers after my breakfast

felt so guilty & I repeated what I did last time

I forced myself to vomit out everything after that

not going to eat anything until Thurs

really hope to lose my weight to 47kgs before August ends

good luck to myself in my exams & diet plan >.<

发泄感慨篇 XD

this will be my first post in Mandarin for this year

the first & also the last, I think

so don't miss this out ya, friends  : )

首先是发泄篇：

想对一小部分的脑残人士们说，我真的很讨厌你们

非常非常的讨厌！

尤其是某些女生，请顾好自己的嘴巴

要讲我的坏话就麻烦妳们在我面前大声讲出来

不然的话就给我滚远远 ，不要让我听见

一时半刻我还可以忍一忍（ 谁叫本小姐人就是那么好 :p ）

我不是很想跟妳们吵，因为根本没把妳们放在眼里

可是妳们叽叽喳喳的声量请调低，不要污染我的耳朵

说我常常穿很露来吸引男生？！

我严重对这句话反感！！！！

拜托，背心短裤是哪里得罪你们了？

你们不敢穿是你们的事

我知道嘴巴是你们的，要怎样说我是管不到

但是要批评我之前，先想想看自己是不是有那 个资格

我也是经过减肥后才敢这样穿丫

请看清楚这张照片-->

我也曾经是个很自卑的女孩

不敢大声说话，不敢穿短裤短裙紧身衣

而且也经过一段很辛苦的过程才有现在的成果

不要随便否定我的努力

我相信世上只有懒女人，没有丑女人

我不介意妈咪没有给我大大的眼睛，

适当的眼妆可以给我电力十足的电眼

脸型不美也没关系，可以靠发型来遮掩

身高不足也无所谓，我觉得自己可爱就好

只要搭配对的服装就可以凸显自己的优点

所以呢，请记得当你们在大鱼大肉的时候，

我一个人躲起来忍着不吃的痛苦

自己不努力就别妒忌我的成果

每个女孩都希望自己可以把美美的衣服穿得好看

我目前是做到了

现在年轻时候不打扮美美，

难道要等到将来老了皮残肉皱的时候才这些比较清凉的衣服？

不怕被人家看笑话吗？

妳们不怕没关系，但我怕！

妳们要是还要继续一边大吃大喝一边批评我的话

就随便妳们吧 

反正难看，没身材，每人要的是妳们

不关我的事

不要说我嘴巴和心肠坏，妳们的也不见得好到哪里！

男性朋友多又哪里错了吗？

知不知道为什么他们都不爱靠近妳们？

就是因为妳们那颗狭窄的心还有那惹人厌的嘴

我和他们的感情就像兄弟那样

大家都知道我的性格偏男性化

爹地妈咪也常说把我和我弟生错了

我弟就是一个有点女性化的大男孩

可妳们偏偏喜欢把我和那些男性朋友的感情复杂化

他们喜欢和我聊天，只因为我真的很聊得来

有心事时我永远都会是他们最好的听众

有困难时，我能帮的话就一定帮

就算没事，闲聊也是一种享受

从生活琐事到国家大事我们都可以聊

妳们那肤浅的脑袋应该不会明白

从妳们那只会批评别人的嘴巴也吐不出像样的话语吧

真的很替妳们的父母心疼， 他们辛辛苦苦地教育妳们

但一切似乎都白费了

我不敢说自己有多好，但我时时刻刻都在努力把自己最好的一面表现出来

爱自己就是爱父母的最佳表现

讲到这，那就顺便讲讲我有多讨厌那些不自爱的智障们吧

你们的存在根本就是浪费父母们多年来对你们的付出

有事没事总爱自己搞emo搞自闭

好像这世上除了自己仅有的几个朋友就没别人了

整天在MSN，脸书，推特 post 些有的没的

说什么世界是灰色的，没人了解你们

告诉你们，人家按“赞”都是因为在嘲笑你们罢了

有没有觉得按赞的人很多，但真正留言的人却没有几个

其实会花时间留言的应该也是跟你们一样的emo族吧

因为感同身受，所以愿意陪你们疯

那些爱自己，有长脑的人才懒得理你们

像我这样开朗的女孩多好，人见人爱

朋友多到数不清

你们就慢慢沉醉在自己emo的世界里，

享受你们没人疼没人爱的日子吧

少来烦我，不想跟你们扯上任何关系

感慨篇：

单身也快两个月了吧，也轻松了两个月

这段时间想了很多

因为不爱拿自己的事烦着朋友，也不想让家人担心

憋在心里又觉得难受

所里选择写在这只有少数人群知道的小小世界

其实呢，我没有外表那么坚强

也没有我表现的那么不在乎

这次分手，心里深处的某一个地方好像被伤到了

很不愿意想起当时的情形，

但是真的怀疑如果我们还在一起，

同样的事还会不会再发生

当我无助，需要你的时候，

你会不会又再一次让我失望？

想问你，是不是在一起久了

所以你厌倦了

就连讲些甜言蜜语哄我你也显得不耐烦

分手后，在一个月内接到你的电话的次数

比在一起时的三个月还多

我应该开心吗？

分手后，你的信息也比以前甜

代表什么呢？

假装没事和你聊天需要多大的勇气

但我做到了，很为自己感到骄傲

目前在脸书的感情状态是和我的“为什么先生”一起

我们很甜的哟

很多朋友都以为我和他真的在一起了

没有啦，我们其实都没见过对方

就只是放玩玩罢了

可是也因为这样，少了很多苍蝇来烦我

所以谢谢丫

谢谢你的甜言蜜语

谢谢你没见过我还对我这么好

我的你

我不是要比较什么

只是觉得很讽刺

人家连我是谁都不知道都可以对我那么好

为什么我们还在一起的时候

你好像都把我当草耶

只有当我想离开的时候才勉强哄一哄我

其实好像也没有哄到

你那时候没错的话应该是说我有事没事就爱和你闹分手吧

其实我是真的累了，我也不是那些幼稚的小女孩

你如果真的了解我的话就应该知道我不是随便说分手的人

就写到这里吧

就让所有不开心的心情在这里结束

该流的泪也应该停了

我还是那个开朗坚强的女孩 ♥

Surprise??

hohoho

guys, guess what I got at the pastry class today?

S U R P R I S E

it's a purse!!

a milky purse from my beloved wifey

felt like wanna hug her tight & kiss her at the moment I received this!

but too many people at the pastry kitchen, didn't really dare to do so

I was scared that she might slap me for eating her "tauhu" :p

how lucky am I to have such a lovely wifey

she seems understanding me so well

of course not only me, she always knows everyone well

envy of her other friends >.<

joke joke*

I know she is a nice girl

that's the reason I love her so much

and many other guys love her too : (

jealous nar, don't ever want to imagine the day she leaves me

LOL

again, u guys know I'm just joking right?

I'm still normal girl who love guys more : )

wifey, thanks a lot for the purse

I really love it much, just like how much I love u
♥

Herbal Tea ♥

empty bottle?

hahahahahahaha

herbal tea was inside when I first got it last night

a big big THANK YOU to ky ky for this

this post is specially wrote for you : )

really touched when you took this for me

not bad, it tasted good!

never expect that I can get the herbal tea cooked by a guy :p

it's my first time, seriously!

hey, friends!

try to imagine a guy cooking herbal tea in the kitchen

doesn't the scene touched?

I wonder how many guys from my generation are willing to cook herbal tea 

good job, dude

keep it up for your future family

always supporting you : )