S O R R Y , T H A N K S

just can't find any suitable word to describe my mood now  : (

I got so emotional recently, not a good sign!

perhaps it was caused by my menstrual cycle,

suffering from great pain at my stomach these few days

this is the introduction for the story which I wanted to tell next

so now, let's move the scene to Shinky's house

everyone was busy enjoying themselves with the game

I was one of them until I realized I got a little bit blur after consuming the alcoholic drinks

as I did promised that I wouldn't make myself drunk,

I stopped playing games & just had my rest aside

"people seemed to think negative easily when they were alone"

I strongly agreed with this statement since I was the same

started to cry when I thought about what I had done recently

my life was in a mess, it was also the same for my thinking!

I didn't know what & why I did all those thing

I knew that I was wrong but I just didn't wish to correct my mistakes

HOW TERRIBLE AM I!!!!

sorry to Berg for keep pestering u, but thank you too

for spending your time listening to me & giving advice to me

appreciated your words much!

give me some time, I'll try to change myself

but not much changes will be made as I think I'm already 80% perfect :p

wifey, thanks for your love & care

don't worry about me, I'm a strong girl

I won't let others to hurt me so easily

don't forget that I always love myself the most :)

I promise that I will think twice before I act, I won't hurt others as well

I know that I'm childish & stubborn sometimes
I know that I'm naughty too but just forgive me please
little girl is brainless quite often >.<
For those who are always loving me for who I am,

please allow me to thank all of you for your support

I might not be so perfect if compared with the others,

but I'm always perfect to be myself!

I LOVE MYSELF

&

I LOVE U GUYS TOO!