my feeling now :(

actually I came across this note long time ago

not having special feeling after reading this

but today, when I read over again

it seemed like so different

perhaps I've reach the age for understanding more about the passage

as my birthday is coming soon

which means I'll turn into a 20-year-old gal after one month

this note simply described me well

maybe my situation is slightly different with what the author faced,

but I'm sure that we ar both having problems in love

２０岁，是一个男生什么都没有的时候，给不了女生任何。

但２０岁，是一个女生青春最灿烂的时候，她却选择跟了你。

２０ 岁，一个男生最低潮的时候，现实说，没有房，没有车，没有事业，没有钱……

内涵点说，没有责任心，不够成熟，没学会包容……

有的最多也只是一张帅气点儿年 轻的脸．但他们却容易凭借着自己的年轻去贪心，花心，伤害

做一些冲动的事，自认为很勇敢的却从不去想结果的事．

２０岁，一个女生最青春的时候，而且是青春很干净又最灿烂的时候

她拥有着最真诚的心，很单纯的只想好好对一个人．

男 人随着年龄的增长会越来越有魅力，而女人随着年龄的增长，会越来越暗淡

她的暗淡不是因为内在，阅历只会让人成熟而更有魅力。

是她的容颜．青春是永远败给 时间的．

不论曾经有多少人爱慕你年轻时的容颜，随着时间，这些人早已烟消云散，

不再陪在你的身边，过客……而女人却容易傻的为一个无情的男人耗尽她的一 生．

而一生有多长？长的都可怕。

不必虚伪，任何一个男人都只喜欢年轻的女子，喜欢她们的青春……而青春可以保留多久？

没错，这个社会是肮脏的，所以让生活在里面的男人和女人慢慢的沦陷，沉迷……

变成自私不负责任的男人，虚荣现实的女人．

而原来的真诚已经被磨的早已不见踪影．

直到在和别人谈真诚时，别人会说：”真诚？真诚值几个钱？而谁又没真诚过啊？”

所以，２０岁，这个让人心动的年龄，女生和一个２０岁的男生在一起为的是什么？

你什么都没有，她选择跟了你，只是因为她诚实的面对自己那颗真诚的心－喜欢着你，

想和你一起，对你好．不想想任何，那样纯粹

所以，男孩请珍惜20岁时陪在你身边的女孩。

因为，她是用自己人生最美好的时光去爱你的。

二十岁的爱是最纯洁的爱，这种毫不计较为对方付出的爱，是没有精力再来第二次的……

hubby,

I've chosen you at my age of 18

u were with me when I'm 19

I hope we will be together at my 20, 21, 22, ...

I mean together happily, not always quarreling/arguing for nothing

please think maturely & trust me if u really love me

don't ever make me regretting of choosing you

tolerating with each other is important for couples

"dear" just simply means nothing at all

it is just a word to address anyone

I hope you don't take it too serious until both of us are unhappy

I'm sure that if u are in the hotel line or you are born in Europe countries,

u will understand me well for sure

I do understand guys get jealous easily

but please don't let me feel like u are getting jealous of NOTHING

I won't say I'm the best for you but I'm always trying to be the best for you

hope u will do the same too

love u

♥