1st try photo shooting with Feeq ♥

25/06

had my 1st photo shooting with Feeq, a cute guy

the venue was at J.W. Marriott

got to know his friend, a sweetie there - Vivian Tan

thanks her for making up for me

she taught me some make up skills too

love the ways she talked & acted

and I love her outfit seriously

she attracted my full attention ♥

won't talk a lot about our photoshooting process

as I'm rushing time for the moment :p

just to show my photos here

but I will say I enjoy a lot throughout the process

u guys can view the photos by clicking here

for the video, click this link

and feel free to visit and support his page & blog

more photos by him can be viewed there

like his photos if u think they are nice

^^

simple meal ♥

a special post for my new housemate

sorry to her as I still don't know about her name

but I called her as "da jie" ( eldest sis)

her man & her call me as "xiao mei" (little sis)

she is from China & her man is from JB

admire them a lot as they seem like know everything

da jie shows great potential in doing the housechores

she cleans the kitchen, the living room, the balcony & the floor

thanks a lot to her for cleaning up our messy & dirty house ♥

as I mentioned in the previous post, I didn't eat anything on Sunday until.....

9pm++, she cooked for her man
didn't expect that her man ask her to cook my portion as well

her cooking was done after 30mins
and again, I ate the most among them >.<

felt so embarrassed as she cooked & washed all plates after that

I did nothing expect eat

they even offered me fruits as dessert after the meal

see, how lucky am I to have them as my housemate

this is what she cooked

just simple dishes but they warmed me up

( as all the dishes are extremely spicy)

1- spicy potato

2- spicy tomato with eggs

3- prawn with spicy sauce

love all the dishes much

we love spicy food a lot

^^

mummy & bro ♥

just realize that I have not updated my blog since Saturday

sorry for keeping those who read my blog waiting

woke up quite early today as I slept early last night

seriously I did not go to bed early since 18/06

10 nights!!!!

can't imagine that I allow myself to live in such unhealthy ways

not only that, I even got drunk on Fri & Sat night!

was vomiting like hell

thanks so much to Jacky & his friends for sending me home

sorry for causing trouble to you guys

Sunday was my nightmare

I keep feel like vomiting & I did vomit

I couldn't even drink!

the water I drank was all vomited

making me dared not to eat even though I was hungry

finally it comes to the main point of this post

mummy & bro is coming to KL tonight

just can't wait to meet them

I guess we shall have an unhealthy supper

all my family members love fried food so much

oyster omelette, we are coming to have you inside our stomach :p

but before that, I still have to attend my pastry class & its exam >.<

gonna have a different chef for the class today

don't really know whether she likes us

as I know, she doesn't like to face noisy students

but too bad that our class is the representative of the group

God bless

morning to all & enjoy your day

to those who are just about to sleep, "MORNITE" to you ♥

busy busy busy

I have been busy for a week!

finding myself don't even have time to sleep

busy for classes

busy for assignments

busy for exams

busy for outings

quite sad as I don't have time for my blog

wondering when can I update for posts for last week

don't have time for FFS too

sorry to all my pets

as I won't have too much time to work you all for the coming 2 weeks

>.<

not only that

I'm busy eating all the times

OMG

gaining so much weight

47kg is getting so far away from me

T_T

in order to let my friends know what happened to me throughout this week,

here's the simple updates of myself :

as I mentioned in FB, I came back from Alor Setar on Monday

stayed 1 more night at my cousin's house located at Puchong

only back to genting kelang on Tues

thanked a lot to my brother-in-law for fetching me back & sent me to the college

having mid term exam for service marketing on Wed

well, just one thing to comment about my exam --> [ www.GG.com ]

sigh*

gonna kept my Thurs activities as secret ( quite a sad day for me )

finally it was Fri

having class until 12pm & I had a 4-hour break before the lecture

what was the activity for the break?

hohohohoho

of course my favourite mahjong time at laopo's house

after coming back from the college, immediately I took my bath

then just I went out to meet with my secondary's friends - hs, ming yih & kbs

chatted quite a lot of rubbish with them :p

went to meet up my cousin & his friends at Cola Club after that

they were so funny & friendly

a bit drunk as I didn't drink for such a long time

but I just love the time so much

just slept for only 3 hours

having 2 dates with my friends later

wow, another busy day too

will be hiding myself at home tomorrow to complete my assignments

okay, I'll stop here

time to prepare for my dates 

^ ^

- S T A T U S -

hey, guys!

I'm here to report on my current status

just read on this post & u will know everything

so please don't ask what happened to me again

I won't answer the question

as it's quite tiring of repeating the same answer

relationship status : SINGLE

don't doubt your eyes, I'm single now

finally made up my mind to break up with him,

the guy whom I had been together for 2 years

felt really sad when I made this decision

but don't worry for me

remember?

I'm always a tough girl

always the one who give supports to my friends

giving them advice when they are confused in life

so I won't be sad for long period

as I know life still goes on no matter how

I always set a deadline for my negative emotions

that's why I'm smiling all times

he was part of my life, my family

we were sweet although we seldom met with each other

he is studying at Penang while I'm in KL

hardly meet up as we were busy for our study

this made us appreciating our relationship more

we shared happy & sad moments together

we may quarreled sometimes but that didn't affect anything

we teased each other always too

he cheered up my life & cared for me 

we tried to tolerate & accept with each other's weaknesses

I learnt to change myself since I knew I wouldn't be able to have him changed

he was kind of guy who got jealous easily

but I knew that was because he loved me

so I tried to stay distances from my male friends

I did try!

but.......

actually I wasn't happy when I did so

most of my friends know that I like to make new friends

& I get close with all my friends

he didn't like this at all & always compared himself with my friends

I didn't know he was serious or just kidding about this

but the fact was we quarreled for this quite often

when I asked for break up, he just thought that I wanted to escape from the problems

I knew my character wasn't good too

sometimes I acted like little kid as well

I got angry easily & showed no patience at all

but still, he chose to stay with me

try to think, who will be there to bear with my bad attitude?

of course my family, friends & the one who really loves me

but now, I've broke up with him

asking me why?

it's hard to mention in words

perhaps I'm getting greedy & having more expectation on him

seriously, I'm counting him in my future

I wish to get marry with him & have our babies

live together with him & his family

so automatically I measure him with stricter requirements

finding that he doesn't meet the qualification

or I should say he is not mature enough for me

an incident happened recently made me lost all confidence in him

felt unsecured to be with him

not only that, actually I found that both of us getting not so close like the past

conversation between us became less too

girls are sensitive & so am I

others may think that we are still sweet always

but I know.......

something is missing between us

finally I forced myself to face the truth that we are not suitable to be together

FOR MY HIM :

I know you agreed to break with me because u love me

just because of your love to me, u respect my decision

and u didn't try to change my mind

a big big thank for you

I know I'm not perfect for you so I hope that u can find a better companion soon

glad to see that you mentioned in your fb that u are happy with your single life

I guess that's true as u don't need to bear with my terrible attitude anymore

promise me that u will take good care of yourself, okie?

don't sleep late like what u always do

this act really bring serious consequences when u grow older

I admit that I still can't forget you completely in such short time

but I will try my best to do so & I believe I can do that

so don't worry for me

this song is dedicated specially to you, maybe it's a bit too fast now

but my words to u  is best described by this song

^ ^

few of my friends surprised me

instead of worrying me, they felt happy for me to go back to my single life

although I didn't say anything, but they knew me well

opps, I should say they KNOW me well

we may not be hanging out or meet up often,

but whenever I need them,

they are always there for me

is this what people called true friends?

how lucky am I to have them in my life

they warm up my life!

thanks God for giving me such precious gift

and thanks mummy for supporting me

she showed her support by not giving any opinion

just a sentence from her :

" No matter what decision u make,we will support you as long as u feel happy with that.

We love you. "

because of this sentence, I cried again on the bus when coming back to KL on Monday

family never talk much but they show their love with their action

♥

my tears make my bolster wet after this post is finished

but no worries since this is the last time I cry for him

I gonna enjoy my single life,

so beware of the new-born flirting queen :p

SHORT PANTS = PELACUR ?

20/06

have not been updating my blog since friday

many things happened in these 4 days

find everything so challenging for me

but don't worry, I'm in super OK status now

will update the posts one by one when I'm free

this week is gonna to be a busy week for me

as there will be a mid term exam on Wed

& my group members are starting our assignment tomorrow

let's start with the story happened this morning

the incident took place at Institut Perguruan Darulaman, Jitra ( IPDA )

why was I there?

well, I followed my uncle, 2 aunties & my grandma to send my cousin there to study

as usual, I wore my singlet with short pants & a long jacket

that was how I got insulted

3 Malay females lecturers/workers talked to me in a rude way :

" Ah moi, kamu pelajar sinikah? "

- Tidak, saya hantar orang saja. -

" Kenapa kamu pakai macam ni?!

Kita orang sakit mata tengok kamu pakai macam tu!

Baik kamu tinggalkan kampus sekarang.

Kamu pakai macam PELACUR DARI CHINA YANG DATANG KERJA SINI!!!! 

Kita tak mahu tengok kamu sini! "

for my friends who don't know malay well,

those 3 brainless Malay females said that

I'm like prostitute from China coming to Malaysia to work!

maybe I shouldn't wear short pants to the campus, but .......

the way they talked really pissed me off

I wondered what the hell education were they receiving there?

SHORT PANTS = PELACUR ?

they showed no manner at all!

no wonder there was lots of them getting so disappointed with our government

felt ashamed of myself too for crying an hour just because of that

did have bad mood for the whole morning

but I was completely okay after crying out

it's not worth to get angry of them since they can't think with their brain

or I should say they are brainless? 

I'm always a strong & proud girl

I don't care how others view me

especially those rude gangs ( I didn't specify which race here :p )

I always live happily no matter how

I have parents & friends who support me always

thanks to everyone who accompanied me this morning

happy to have u guys in my life
♥

just to mention this matter in this post

I have learnt my lesson ->

cover all my body parts whenever I go to any government school/campus/university

& I swear I'll never step into IPDA anymore in my life!

stay tune for my new posts

^^

my terrible THURS

just had my law tutorial questions done

my 1st time of attempting to do my tutorial questions on my own :p

well, I skipped my HR lecture again

felt lazy after attending classes for the whole day on Wed

and probably I didn't sleep well last night,

caused pains from my left shoulder to the waist

spoiling my mood since this morning

the lazy Mr. Sun seemed reluctant to dry my clothes too

no choice but to take in all my clothes & dry them under the fan

started to feel dizzy again after watching my cartoon for 6 hours

>.<

gonna force myself to sleep early tonight
having class at 9am tomorrow 
sigh*

4th Pastry & Baking Class ♥

we are making 2 types of pastry items for our 4th pastry class :

- Orange Meringue Tart -

- Pandan Chiffon Cake -

finding the steps are getting easier nowadays

same as usual, I start my 1st photo with the instructions -->

all the ingredients & instructions are written clearly on the board

Orange Meringue Tart - we start our step with the making of dough for the crust

margarine & sugar is beaten well using the mixer, add in the egg & cake flour then

beat for another 1 min

the mould for the tarts ( divided into bigger size & smaller size )

press the crust dough well into the moulds

remove the excessive parts to give a nice shape for the crust

now, bake the crust in the oven for 20min at 190°C

for the meringue, beat the egg white & caster sugar until the mixture becomes cream-like

put it aside for later steps

the crust is done after 20mins!

remove all the crusts from the moulds & get ready for the following step

( beware of the high temperature )

apply a thick/thin ( as preferred ) layer of melted chocolate on the crust

next, fill in the orange filling

squeeze the meringue for the last step for preparation

then, bake in the oven for 4 mins at 210°C

bake the tarts until the meringue turns slightly brown

the orange meringue tart is finally done!

time for enjoying the tarts ♥

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now, let's continue with the 2nd item - Pandan Chiffon Cake

for the 1st step, separate the egg yolk & egg white of the 6 no.s of eggs

get a big bowl to mix the egg yolk & sugar

beat until the sugar melts & bubbles can be seen

add in the water, sugar & pandan paste

beat for a while,

then sieve and add in the baking powder & cake flour

beat SLOWLY

the egg white & sugar is beaten to cream-like item

pour in the mixture in the previous step & mix well

don't beat the final mixture

pour the mixture of the cake into the mould

now, we are going to bake the cake in the oven for 40mins at 185°C

40min later, the chiffon cake is done ♥

cut on the side of the cake to remove it out from the mould

the cake is taken out

cut at the bottom of the cake

the whole cake is removed from the mould

^ ^

this is how the cake looks finally

as we do not have enough time to wait, 

the shape of the cake looks a bit ugly

( the cake is not firm yet )

the correct procedure should be :

cool down the cake at room temperature for 1-2 hours after baking it for 40mins

then just start with the process of removing the cake from the mould

the shape of the cake will be perfect & won't spoil so easily as it is firm now

cut into desired portion & the cake is ready to be served!

Girls should live in Right Ways ♥

had been attacked by headache the previous days

caused me not having mood to update my blog

I got no idea with the reasons of having headache so often since march

worrying whether there's anything wrong with my body :(

anyway, just here to write something regarding my title

came across a note this morning, finding the tips quite useful

some advice for the GIRLS :

- check the expiry date of cosmetics & skin care products regularly

- make up at least 1 hour after having bath

- record down the dates of menstrual

- understand family's illnesses history, especially your mum & grandma

- choose soy bean milk instead of milk

- take more yogurt

- drink green tea instead of black tea

- add more grains, vege & fruits in your daily menu

- control the intake of salt

- avoid drinking coffee too often

- don't take lift if you are staying below 10 floors

- exercise 30 mins everyday, not 3 hours in a particular day

- avoid exercising with exhausted body, rest well instead

-  after exercising, rest for at least 30min before taking bath

- sleep for 7-8 hours, it will be best to sleep before 11pm

- SMILE no matter how, even when you are angry/sad/been hurt

- always set at least 2 targets for yourself

- be confident in yourself

I don't know whether the tips help you girls

but I'm sure that they are helping me a lot

I'm trying to live a healthier way

getting myself to bed early is my first step

and I'm going to change the other unhealthy lifestyles as well

TARGETS TO BE HIT :

- 47 kgs -

- getting fairer skin -

- slimmer legs & smaller butt -

* gonna hit all these targets before 4th July, my birthday *

lunch @ Tarc Restaurant

10/06

had my lunch at Tarc Restaurant with my babes after class

as they wanted to try on the menu this week

an act of supporting our juniors too

of course I wouldn't forget to snap photos of the dishes

the set lunch menu of this week ♥

instead of having just normal drinks

we ordered mocktails for each of us

an additional RM1.50 was charged

and this was it - Midori No Shimo ♥

( It means Green Island in Japanese.

A fantastic blend of fruity green guava yoghurt

with kiwi & vanila ice-cream ) 

garlic bread ♥

Cream of Cauliflower Soup served with Garlic Bread ♥

my babes said that the soup was too creamy

felt YUCK if drank too much

but I was having the opposite comment with them :p

the soup was just nice for me as I loved cream soup much

thumb up for it

^.^

continued with our main course after the soup was finished

Deep Fried Red Snapper served with Boiled Potatoes, Fresh Vegetable & Tartare Sauce ♥

tartare sauce never failed to pair up with fish dishes

the overall taste for the dish was OKIE

finally it was dessert time - Chocolate Eclair ♥

we guessed this was the product from DHT3 Group 7 & 8

while the chocolate eclairs we made on Tues probably served out on Wed

just personal comment : the decoration of the dessert wasn't attractive enough

>.<

just a little secret to share :

dai lou's comment for the lunch was NOT OKAY at all :p

- L O S T -

09/06

lost?

YUP!!!!

3 of us - laopo, ky & I was lost on our way to Times Square!

this happened on the thurs

we lost TWICE actually

once on the way going & once on the way back

we wasted 2 hours++ finding our way

quite scary & unforgettable experience

we were getting so nervous

when we found out that we were going to an unknown place

but thanked god that we arrived at our destination safely at last

I shopped for quite many skincare products as SHILLS was having sales

--->

the 14 items here costed laopo & me RM550 altogether!

they should cost more than RM1000 if there was no promotion

I bought 2 BB creams, 2 night masks, 1 body scraps lotion & ....

of course not all of them are for my own

I bought some for mummy too

night mask, toner & lotion for her

^^

went to pasar malam at Sri Rampai after my lecture

it had been quite a long time since the last time I went there

about 2 months ago

missed the delicious food there seriously

I wanted to have all of them in my stomach

- fried chicken chop

- tom yam & curry fishball

- pork pie

- china burger

- keropok lekor

- kueh tiaw with lots of ham

- steamed/fried dumplings

- malay cuisines

- cakes & cookies

but all of these were just my WANTS

I didn't need them actually

I could stay slimmer by just saying "NO" to them

having few bites on them sometimes will be enough

greedy will never help in getting slimmer

need to have strong self-control

gambateh for myself ♥

finding my post actually doesn't relate much with my title :p

A G A I N

headache is attacking me again >.<

I hate headache

it makes me down

sigh*

but I'm happy that at least I've updated for the post of my pastry class

2 more posts to go

I think I can have them done by tomorrow

going to rest myself early tonight

not going to sleep late again

insufficient of sleep really makes me suffering a lot

jason, u should rest early too

as u are having headache, flu summore

what I mean early is before 12am!

not your own definition of "early"

gonna pinch u hard if you are still so stubborn

>.<

it's my bed bed time

saying nite to the world

♥

3rd Pastry & Baking Class ♥

this post has been delayed by 3 days

finally I manage to squeeze out some time for my 3rd pastry class

we are learning choux paste this time

just for everyone's information, choux paste is the main ingredient for making puff & eclair

and what we have made are :

- cream puff

- chocolate eclair

- churros

all of these items tasted nice

especially the puff as there is cream inside

I know the cream is quite fattening but it's YUMMY!

tell me who can actually stop him/herself from cream?!

if you are saying you are the one who can,

I'll say SORRY, I just can't stop myself from loving cream ♥

okay, no more rubbish talk from me

let's start with the instruction -->

all instructions are written clearly on the board

what we have to do is just get all the ingredients mixed up together

the cream puff & chocolate eclair are using the same dough

so now we are beginning with the 1st step :

measure 120gm of margarine in a pot

add in 300ml of water and melt the margarine with medium fire

cook until the margarine totally melts

off the fire & add in 170gm of flour

mix the melted margarine & the flour well

the product after mixing the both items together should be like this

make sure the flour turns into yellow colour

4 no.s of eggs are needed

add in one by one while beating the dough

this is the process of beating the dough

remember to add in the eggs!

the dough will finally turn into this look after the beating

the cream-like dough!

this is what we called "choux"

spread some butter on the tray

just a thin layer will do

fill the choux inside the thing shown in the photo

*sorry, I didn't know what it is called 

carefully squeeze out the dough 

6 rolls will be enough for the chocolate eclair

just scrap away any failed shape & re-squeeze a new one

round shape is for the cream puff ♥

the longer shape is for the chocolate eclair ♥

ready to be baked

^^

the puffs are & eclairs are cooled after being baked for 30mins

 the round puff

the eclairs

 now, cut at the middle of both puffs & eclairs

remember not to cut into halves

just cut on one side of them

fill the cream through the cuts

this photo is showing bad model actually

don't follow my act :p

our chef is preparing the chocolate for us

dip the puffs & eclairs into the chocolate

we are just having chocolate on the top

but if u are greedy, u can choose to dip the whole puff/eclair into the chocolate

  taa-dan

they are ready to be fridged

the chocolate has become hard after 30mins

it's time for us to start eating 

♥

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after the 2 pastry items have done, we continue with our 3rd item - churros

mix sugar, water & cooking oil in a pot

cook the mixture using medium fire

add in the flour, salt & cinnamon powder into the mixture

same with the steps when making puffs & eclairs

but only 3 no.s of eggs are used this time

after beating, fill the choux into the "I dunno" and bring it the frying pan

squeeze out the choux in thread-like shape

fry the choux until all of them are cooked

finally the churros is done

sugar is added before serving

my group of churros are not looking nice

but the taste is still okay

I finished almost whole tray of them

hehe*

finding that the pastry items we learned actually require simple steps

yet the taste is always nice

I should try to make these often after I go back to Sibu for my holiday

^.^