HEARTBROKEN

"u say..
y i wan so k u???
at last wat i get???
u will hear meh???
listen from me still nid c mood...
like tat y i still wan k u???
i dun wan make myself UNHAPPI!!!
and jz nw nt i wan to say SORRY is u ask me SAY...
if i say NO AGIAN U SURE SAY ME NO AGN NO AGN NO AGN....
I TOLD U THEN U SELF AT THERE UNHAPPI..
UNHAPPI WAT??
NT MY FAULT!!!!
IS U SELF WAN KNW..."

i'm HEARTBROKEN when i saw tis frm u..

51 days 2 go b4 goin bk..
31.07.09

A G A I N

A G A I N

u say u don wan 2 k me..

u cold cold 2 me..

u say sry 2 me..

i dunno wat 2 do..

is ok la..

as long as u r happy..

i cnt do anything oso..

52 days 2 go b4 goin bk..

30.07.09

sore throat bt HAPPY

eat 2 much potato chips las 9..
then din drink much water..
havin serious sore throat 2day..
actually i m quite worry abt my presentation 2nite..
luckily,
johnson sms me n tell me tat mr. jo is havin mc..
he is havin sore throat n fever..
so the class 2nite is cancelled..
the presentation is postponed 2 next wed..
hapi hapi~
53 days 2 go b4 goin bk..
29.07.09

baobei laogong + u + u

hee..
laogong is goin 2 hav a presentation ltr..
bt laogong seem like a bit worry..
haha~
no nid 2 worry de la..
jz talk like usual is enuf liao~
laopo wil support laogong geh~
good luck lu~
lov laogong much much yor~
miss u~
54 days 2 go b4 goin bk..
28.07.09

dulan la

actually i very hapi 2day..
cz i m havin the kitchen management n sanitation class..
we learn 2 cook the chicken stock..
bt after i come bk,
bcum so dulan ki..
dunno y..
aiks..
i jz knw i wan 2 kill ppl oni..
amali~
55 days 2 go b4 goin bk..
27.07.09

feel like wanna die

go clubbing with stanley them las 9..
n i m drunk..
all i can rmb is tat i keep vomiting..
i even cnt rmb when i m bk..
now reli nt feeling well..
i stil feel like wanna vomit..
bt jz cnt vomit out anything except water..
ten sth happen jz nw..
make my more moody n cry..
aiks..
56 days 2 go b4 goin bk..
26.07.09

i m CONTENTED

las 9 i slp alone at mizuki's room..
n no ppl disturb me..
hav a very very nice slp..
so enjoy la..
57 days 2 go b4 goin bk..
25.07.09

T I R E D me

din sleep las 9..

went out with classmates 2 celebrate yong chin's bday..
feel a bit sick jor after 1 day no oioi..
2day de me ar..
haix..
talk oso no energy..
kip feeling very cold..
jz nw slp frm 3pm til 7++pm..
bt stil so sleepy n tired..
dulan la..
my eyes ar..
cnt open cnt open de..
lolx~
hapi bday 2 COLIN . YONG CHIN . HUI PING
58 days 2 go b4 goin bk..
24.07.09

i'm so GREYssss

my mood reli nt so gd these few days..
n nt feeling well 2..
juz nw,
mizuki (my housemate) ask me go 2 her room..
she ask me whether i gt fren finding house 2 rent or nt..
then i ask her y..
she say she withdraw frm her course d..
n she wil b bk 2 her hometown tis thurs..
yer..
sien la..
we even din stay 2gether for 2 months..
jz 1 month ++ oni..
i m sure i wil miz her much de la..
haix..
y so many unhapi events happen around me geh..
dulan la..
62 days 2 go b4 goin bk..
20.07.09

H A T E

u knw i hate u 2 say sorry..
but y u wan 2 say tat 2 me?
my mood becoming worse now..
just now i actually wan 2 webcam wif u de..
bt u r playing game..
so don wan 2 disturb u lo..
haix..
dunno wat i m thinkin la..
then now,
u ask me 2 find u when my mood is better..
actually,
u nid 2 say a few sweet words n acc me..
all tis is enuf 2 cheer me up ady..

i'm moody again

dunno y la..
don like 2 share u with games..
do u knw tat,
the msg u reply when u r playing game is very cold?
don like la..
pigggggggggg~

help help help

it's ady 5.20am..
bt i stil haven feel sleepy..
cham lo..
miss u so much la..

m . o . o . d . y

laogong go oioi d..
bt i stil cnt slp lo..
so moody..
kip thinkin wat did i do which make u so cold 2 me..
haixxxxxxxxxx..

y like tis de..

ben dan laogong cold cold 2 me again..
so sad now..
y?y?y?
aiks..
mayb i m the 1 who always think 2 much..
bt i reli feel tat u r quite cold 2 me these few weeks..
cincai la..
anyway,
stil gt 64 days b4 goin bk..
18.07.09

moody me

damn damn damn moody 2day la..
my sore throat become more serious d..
no mood 2 eat..
no mood 2 talk..
no mood 2 joke..
yer....
hate la~
66 days 2 go b4 goin bk..
16.07.09

i m in a good good mood 2day

finally can on9 lu..
i m so hapi..
no nid 2 wake up so early eri morning lo..
hiak hiak..
67 days 2 go b4 goin bk..
15.07.09

i HATE assignments~

why why why?

why so many assignments?

why the assignments so hard 2 complete?

somebody giv me a knife pls..

lolx..

preparing 2 go 4 the class at 12pm..

68 days 2 go b4 goin back~
14.07.09

assignments kill me..

y so many assignments????
make my life so tough..
need 2 rush 4 the assignments..
got 2 assignments nid 2 hand up tis week..
1 is on tmr n 1 is on wed..
reli wanna faint..
haix..
69 days b4 goin bk..
13.07.09

hapi me~

2day's class oni frm 10am - 12pm~

then later mayb stay bk 2 do my assignment~

tmr will folo bernice bk 2 seremban~

yippi~

no nid 2 stay at my house n pass the boring sat n sun~

wil bk 2 my house on mon~

72 days 2 go b4 goin bk~

10.07.09

tiring day

din slp well las 9~

feel so tired 2day~

whole body pain pain la~
later gt exam again~

haven study yet~
haha~
lazy me~
i think the exam is quite easy~

so no nid 2 study 2 hard la~

lolx~

2nite reli need 2 slp earlier~
if nt i wil hav the 'cute' panda eyes lu~

74 days 2 go b4 goin bk~
08.07.09

"unforgetable" birthday~

have an "unforgetable" birthday tis year..

reli reli unforgetable..

at abt 3th july,10.30pm,

my hp start cnt use..

i cnt sms or call or receive calls n msg..

n cnt on9 at home oso~

i m like totally lost cantact with the world outside..

lolx..

so no mood la..

i sleep very early tat nite..

abt 4.30am,4th july,

i m stil sleeping like a piggy,

n yet my msg alert tone wake me up..

receive all the msg my frens n laogong sent the nite b4..

dunno how 2 describe my feeling on tat moment..
happy when reading all the bday wishes frm my frens..

annoyed cz i was stil very sleepy..

haha~
76 days 2 go b4 goin bk..

06.07.09

i hate the days i CANNOT on9

4th july,

my bday is coming tmr..

but not so hapi oso lo..

cz cnt meet with my bao bei bui bui laogong..

n oso cnt on9~

reli make me sienz dao si~

soooooooo~

my bday wishes 4 my 18th bday are:

1. can on9 at home as soon as possible

2. sept holiday fast fast come

(so tat i can bk 2 sibu n meet with my bao bei laogong n frens)

3. lose my weight until below 50kg

4. everyone around me owez healthy n hapi

79 days 2 go b4 goin back..

03.07.09

i'm PANIC

tmr nid 2 hand up my assignment 4 hubungan etnik d..

but i stil haven finish it yet..

headache la..

gonna rush the assignment now..

the class 2day start at 2pm n end at 4pm..

quite relax,

except i hav 2 work on my assigment now..

81 days 2 go b4 goin bk..

01.07.09